HEY guys, how are you ? Hope things are going awesome. I am really sorry that I havent updated or been around latley, it seems life just kept getting complicated. When it rains it pours i guess. I wasnt sure about posting all the personal stuff, but decided to share with everyone, because so many of you care a lot about me and i appreciate you concerns always. Over the last few months so many of you have emailed me wondering what has happend to me and if i am still around. I AM. I love being around you guys and i would never ever just leave or vanish, let alone without telling you guys.

As you know i had some issues with a stalker, i cant reveal all the details due to legal reasons but it was a terrible and frightening experience. They did catch the person but the mess didnt end there as this person had my personal information and i had to change almost everything, which was a pain in the ass. And as if it couldnt get any worse during this time, my mother fell ill, she is my rock and i have been staying with my mother to take care of her and be there for her. Some of you may or may not know, my father past away when i was very young 6 years old, and my mother is my only living parent, i worry about her constantly and she is my main priority. I didnt want to post this on here because i wanted this blog to be a happy fun thing, but i also realize that this blog is about me and my life and my thoughts, and about sharing all that with you. And that is what im gonna do.

My mother, is doing better but she is not at 100%, i am with her for the remainder of the week then i will be back at home. My brothers are gonna be staying with her for a while. The doctor says my mom will be healthy and back to normal in no time, but of course i still worry. I appreciate you all listening, it helps to have you to talk to.

You guys mean so much to me, words cant really explain it, you guys have been there through the ups and downs for about 3 years. We have shared a lot together. To me this isnt ONLY about boobs and playing with them ( although great fun that is) its about building relationships and the ones i have built with you all will stay with me forever. Thank you all so much for all your support and your love, i dont know what i would do without you. !!

NOW…when will i be back on ifriends ? NEXT WEEK… i havent updated in a while and have attempted to upload pics but ifriends servers have had issues for a while. SO next week i will be uploading pictures and vids to the FANCLUB and i will be posting the times that i will be online here on the blog. I really cant wait to get back to being with you guys again and i cant wait to take my mind of things and have some fun !!

Thanks again for everything guys, i love ya, forever

xoxoxo

TAY