Hey guys…boy have I missed you.
I hope you all had a great easter and have been doing well. I hate that I havent been around latley but this 4th round of chemo has been the hardest on me and I have hardly been able to function. I miss you all so much though and it feels good to even be back with enough energy to do a blog post.
I do feel good enough to be on cam with you guys tonight though so make sure you get your free screenname and come play with me cause I need you guys. I gotta lift my spirits. Being on cam with you guys makes my night… and im feeling like my boobies need playing with what do you think ? LOL.
In all honesty, this has hit me really hard and I dont know where I would be without you guys. You have made things so amazing. The out pouring of support and love is unreal. I feel so blessed I do. Lets hope I will be cancer free soon. I miss you guys a lot and am ready to play.. and am stillt he same me so lets get on cam and have some fun…get your free screenname now.
Also, I will be answering some formspring questions since its been so long and my formspring box is overloading itself lol. I also wanted to let you all know how much it means to me all the gifts the love and the support you guys have given me. I cant thank you enough, because I have a bit of neuropathy the massages help so much. You guys spoil me so much and I dont care what you say im spoiling back… so for all of you that purchase anything off my wish list - www.spoiltay.com I will spoil you back got it !!! good.
I woke up today with a few things I wanted to say to cancer…
Dear Cancer, I dont think we’ve met im Taylor Fucking Stevens you cant beat me.
Sincerely, Taylor Fucking Stevens
Dear Cancer, I wont let you take my heart and soul and what I love away from me…just letting ya know.
Dear Cancer, You might knock me down but I think you forget that I keep getting back up.
Dear Cancer, I will not let you beat me.
Love ya, Tay
Ok… a little venting done. I must say im so fucking greatful for all the great people close to me this has truly truly showed me a different outlook on life and its showed me whos really there for you and who isnt and who just pretended to be your friend, and who hoped they could benefit from this. My eyes are wide open and my heart is so thankful to the TRUE friends i have TY TY TY i love you all.
So for those who were hoping id crawl into a shell and hide from the world… you must have forgotten who I was just for kicks ill remind you lol OFFICIAL internet babe of the year and the last 9 years running tyvm … IM back and I may have some bad days but im gonna have some great ones too . I will be on my webcam daily and of course rocking your world and I cant wait
Because im so fucking greatful to all of you Im doing a sampler dvd that NOONE has seen before and NEW FREE FANCLUB MEMBERS from now till may 17th will get it…Yup you didnt think I wasnt doing vids and pics for you guys did you ???? come on now and in the free fanclub are brand new pics and vids being uploaded just for you sexy folks woooot !!
1. Will you or did you watch the Royal Wedding ?
Ok…look I know that this was like the superbowl for some people but No i didnt watch it I dont care. I had much better and more productive things to do. I also knew that the very next day the tv would be full of reports on it and my ears would have to suffer hearing about it.
2. Whats the best and worst thing you have found under the sofa ?
Hahaha, I like this question.. the absolute worst was one of my dogs dirty stinky chew sticks from like months prior… I usually clean enuf that I dont let things get dirty but it was one of those off months. The best thing I found was I was like searching for this earring for a couple weeks and I was so mad cause it was one of my favourite pairs but I looked under the couch too and didnt see it but it had attatched itself to the couch and fell when i moved it so that was pretty kick ass woot !.
3. Jaccuzi or Sauna ?
While I love the idea of a hot tub cause its so nice and soooo good on my back I prefer steam rooms I love to sweat and my body get moist and fucking in a steam room theres just nothing like it…your slippery your soaked LOVE IT ! …im getting wet just thinking about it lol haha
4. Do you have a motto in which you live by ?
Oh yes, I have many but right now its the lyrics to the NICKI MINAJ song FLY esp the chorus.
“I came to win, to fight, to conquer,to thrive…. I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise.. to fly…to fly”
but I do believe in “live each day like its your last” we never know when we are gonna leave this world. Make sure that every single moment counts.
5. You and I wake up in a psychiatric ward together what would u say to me ?
LOL,…Im changing it to seven words ill do a funny answer and a serious one. First one… “what kind of jello do you think they have ?’ LOL and second.. “its gonna be ok”
6. If you could go back in time and tell your younger self something what would it be ?
Ahhh if only we could go back in time… Theres a lot Id say but ill keep it short, I would tell myself.. follow your heart no matter what, love all, trust few, do wrong to noone.. shakespear said it and I agree
7. What do you think is your best and worst personality traits ?
Well, im definitely a perfectionist, so I do get a little anal about stuff and I also have a bit of a temper I blame that on the middle eastern in me lol.
On the good side, im AMAZINGLY loyal, I am genuine, and I wear my heart on my sleeve. I will always be there for the people I love. Always.
8. What do u need to have a 100% perfect life ?
Nothing.. I dont want a “perfect life” its great the way it is… I want my life it was given to me for a reason and I know that everything happens for a reason and I will take things as they come. Happiness comes from within. Perfection is a myth.
9. What was your favourite subject in school ?
I loved school so I would have to say Law and Psychology.
10. How do you deal with a spouse or boyfriend that is too clingy someone that has to be updated on you every single hour upon hour ?
Ok boys thats enough for now it was a long post but granted it has been a long while lol… GET YOUR FREE NEW sampler dvd and TY package by getting your free screenname I wanna know the screenname so send it to me via the get in touch button and your packages as the other ones have gone out will go out next week ! I will be on cam every day so make sure your asses are visiting me for some free pvt time !