Some questions were asked over at freeones and people have asked me some form spring questions so i am going to answer them here. Im always open honest and will take any questions. Here goes…
1. Have you been surprised by your performance in this years Miss freeones contest ?
Yes and No, its always anyones game to win. I know I have a fantastic fan base of loyal followers and fans. I also know they support me entirely. Its a tough question to answer because I am in competition with some amazing girls. Everyone is their own judge and they vote based on their thoughts and their hearts. I think I’ve definitely been doing well. Im always surprised at the enormity of support I get. I also do a ton of promotions to reward my fans not just on twitter. I work super hard to promote myself in this contest and I think I’m hanging in there thanks to everyone.
2. What inspires the ideas behind your video and photosets ?
Oh thats easy MY FANS ! I know what they love to see and I love giving it to them. I love giving the best of me all the time. Even on my worst days I will put 100% for my fans. Ive always been like bouncy and fun and I love to get creative. So sometimes I will do a hot sexy naughty video, sometimes a silly fun video. I always like to just be me and I always stay very true and genuine to myself i want that to show in my photo sets. My fans always inspire me
3. Why did you decide to compete in this years Miss Freeones contest ?
You mean besides the fact that my trophy broke lol it did and I’m hoping I can have it fixed lol but thats not the reason. I always love a challenge but I feel that I definitely wanted to honour my title from last year and show my fans @ freeones and my followers and everyone that is behind me in this that it means the world to me and that i deserved it. I feel that they would be disappointed if I didn’t enter. I will also address this further in my final question.
4. Beyond the Miss freeones category what made you decide to enter the other categories you entered ?
As most of you know, all the girls are entered into the Miss Freeones category which is still great, as far as the other two categories I’m in Best cam girl and Best adult model, the answer is I believe that my years of dedication to camming and to my fans who love to see me bouncy and silly on cam places me in this category. Also, I won last year thanks to them and I put my heart and soul into my camming. I really love what I do and that category means so much to me. Its in my blood I love it its what I do best. Last year was the first ever cam girl category so I was super happy to have a place to compete.
As far as Best Adult model.. I feel I have made huge leaps to other ventures and areas of my life. The development of my personal website, my photoshoots, interviews, magazines etc. I feel like I have transitioned without doing boy girl which is a requirement for this category. I have made huge strides as a model behind many cameras not just the webcam. I put tons of effort into my shoots and giving my fans what they love to see. I like to represent the model community as best as I can. However, webcam is where my heart and home is and whether I do movies or magazines that will always be closest to my heart.
5. Speaking as a contestant, voter, participant have there been any other contestants (still competing or already eliminated) that have impressed you ?
ALL OF THEM ! It takes a lot to be in this contest, to be in this competition. All the girls are beautiful and have contributed to the freeones community in many ways. I am always impressed at the effort and work that people put into it because I respect a good work ethic. I have a very go hard attitude when it comes to working and delivering the best to my fans and followers and i see that in many contestants. Its hard to narrow down to a handful. I also interact with a lot of these girls personally in my life at conventions and as friends and I get to see sides of them that not everyone gets to see so I have many perspectives to look at. I will say this though i would love to see a fetish category next year because there are so many amazing fetish models out there that I think deserve their own category.
6. This question was really a tough one because it hurts to hear and hurt to write. But It was time to address it. This wasn’t asked on freeones but it was asked anonymously through formpsring a few times…
How do you feel about the fact that people have said that you only won last year because you have cancer ?
OUCH! Ohhh u meant behind my back cause noone has said it to my face. Firstly, whether they know that I know it or not I know people have said this about me including a lot of girls have said this specifically (obviously not to my face because that would require balls which people who say shit like this don’t have) Its hurtful, its spiteful, its just wrong. I lost a lot of friends this year but gained a lot too and I saw a lot of peoples true colours through this battle and it hurt to find out that some of my friends weren’t being real friends at all.
Secondly, that is so insulting to me and so insulting to my fans and supporters and to the people at freeones who work hard daily to ensure a fair competition, as well as the forum community that always supports the girls. If this was the case why didn’t I win Miss Freeones or every category ? This question hurts to answer there is a lot in my heart to say but I needed to say it for everyone who has been telling me thats its being said and for everyone who has said it.
Yes I have cancer, but I AM NOT MY CANCER. This contest started last year way before I was diagnosed. I was leading my category before even making the HARD decision to open up to my fans and before I even knew!. I was so excited that freeones had a category I could enter and was proud of so i was constantly everywhere radio, twitter, Facebook promoting the shit out of it because it was so fucking awesome to finally have competition that was representative of what I loved to do every day. I was diagnosed on Xmas eve, the contest winner was announced in January. I had a legion of fans behind me way before this diagnosis. I had many people on the forums support me from DAY 1.
Lets also discuss whats really important here. To say I won because I had Cancer is saying that I have not worked my ass off as a cam girl, I have been the number one cam girl on my site constantly. I have one of the number one fanclubs year after year. I deliver tons of photos pictures and update my blog with free pics all the time. I put everything I have to giving amazing cam shows. I have the reviews to show it. I don’t get sponsored by anyone I pay my own way and go out and meet my fans at conventions and promote myself. I want everyone to see that I am the same girl off cam as I am on cam. Silly, fun, nerdy, genuine etc. I work long webcam hours and try to be online for all different time zones because I have amazing fans all over the world. I have no complaints thats hard work and dedication to my webcam world. I pay attention to my fans many who have become friends and I give them what they deserve nothing but the best. So because I got a shitty diagnosis on xmas eve that negates all of that ?
Does having cancer play a part ? In my win NO in my life YES. It makes me stronger. It makes me want to show people that you can always fight you can always have that spirit in you its not the hand your dealt its how you play it. So yeah it made me want to fight harder. Its tough to get on cam and be there when ure undergoing chemo and radiation and dont feel beautiful but I did it because i wanted to and needed to for myself and my fans. I also went to Miami for the exxxotica convention just to support the community but was not well enough to be at my own booth last may. I still did cam shows when I felt like I could and I made sure you all knew my struggles my ups my down and I still do. I still did photoshoots i got myself a pretty wig and delivered what I could to my fans. Did I want to give up ? at first yeah but then what ? I had the support and encouragement of so many communities some of which are people that were going through the same battle.
My real battle is with Cancer, Its one I intend to win. Do i want to win best cam girl .. OF COURSE ! but not because I have cancer because you all think I deserve it. I am a born fighter. I will fight in all aspects of my life. I do things fair and square. This contest meant the world to me last year and It means the world to me this year and it always will. I know i work hard I know that I can proudly say that I deserve to win. Its not about the money for me at all. Its about hard work paying off. Yes I have cancer but I’m much much more then that. So this year, I want to prove that hard work and loving what you do not people feeling sorry for me is what really pays off.
You all mean so so much. Ty for your daily votes Ty for your daily love and support and for the amazing times and memories we continuously make on cam and when I get the pleasure of meeting you all in person. Freeones is a community that embraced me and I love it there.
Remember everyone that votes please screen cap your votes and send them to me at firstname.lastname@example.org daily and if you’ve voted for me daily till the end of the contest you will get a ty package. I love giving back to all of you who have given to me.
Thanks for the questions they made me realize a lot NOW GET YOUR ASSES VOTING LOL WWW.VOTEFORTAY.COM and I will see you all live at Playwithtay.com so get your free screenname and lets have some bouncy time.