This post.. its a toughie… How quickly a year goes by. Im not a big fan of november…Its always been a hard month for me. Its the month I lost my father, its the month this whole cancer ordeal started. But I thought I would take a moment to reflect on this year because at around this time last year I was long beach bound on my way to the GLAMOURCON convention in Chicago, and this was shortly after the EXXXTACY convention that I had attended.

I was on a flight headed to long beach when I suddenly started having severe chest pains..I was also freezing. I am tiny and and I am always cold so I didnt think anything of it but the shivers and the cold got so bad I was stiffened up and the flight attendants had to grab two big 1 litre bottles filled with boiling hot water and blankets to try and warm me up. I had no idea what was going on but was very scared. After landing in Long Beach, I headed to my hotel still in pain but it had gone down a bit I just chalked it up to muscle pain bought some a535 rub and started unpacking because nothing gets in the way of me my work and my fans. As the pain started to increase I realized I had to lay down and thought that maybe if I slept it off I would be ok but it turns out I wasnt. I had woken up out of sheer pain. I still went downstairs to the Glamourcon convention and I had to get rushed out of there to go to emergency.

After getting to emergency, I was rushed in they subsided my pain and proceeded to do a number of tests on me. After the tests came back they told me I had a tumour in my chest between my heart and lungs and that I had to get it biopsied immediately. I did a biopsy stayed overnight ( still thinking that id be able to attend the next day of glamourcon, thats just how my mind works). I hated leaving my fans and Wendy Fiore who I was next to and Jordan Carver too, they made the short few hours that I was able to attend worth it. :)

The biopsy was painful, but the news after a few days of waiting was that it was benign and that when I got back home to Canada I would have to see the thorasic surgeon and have the tumour removed. I felt relief yet was still nervous. Where did this come from ? What did I do wrong ?

I made my way back home to Toronto and saw the thorasic surgeon who ordered more tests and another Biopsy because there was some abnormalities. Thats when the news came, like being hit by a truck Xmas Eve he called me to tell me that in fact I have Cancer and I was misdiagnosed. The ground fell from under me and my whole world changed.

Its been a year since that painful trip in Long Beach, I know its silly but I just cant go back to that glamourcon, its too much of a painful memory. Maybe one day. Its been a year full of hospitals, pain, chemotherapy, radiation but also a year of strength, faith and hope. You guys have been there for me and I know you will continue to be there for me through this ordeal. You all know me, I dont quit, its not in my blood. I was born a fighter and will continue to fight.

You all know ive still been online rocking it and shooting and still going to conventions to meet my fans. You are all very very important to me and I wouldnt have it any other way. Speaking of which :) Ill be online at the free fanclub all week long so get your free screenname now and join me !

Thanks for taking this moment to reflect with me. I learned a lot this year. I wouldnt change it. Its bitter sweet but this has made me see things so differently. Hugs and Kisses


Here are some pics from the convention last year



Hey guys LOL.. well here is part two I decided to do because I constantly get the reference that I look like Lady Gaga.. sometimes I see it sometimes I dont LOL but I definitely know that other people see it that way.. and keeping with the poker face theme lol I thought why not go as crazy gaga :) . So I decided to put on some Poker Face and have fun with this shooot :) LOL.. The funniest thing happend I went out in my hallway and totally forgot I was in costume cause I was chasing Pinky down the hall LOL :) too funny and my neighbor came out and was like WOW his mouth dropped and was like awesome costume I was so embarrased cause its very revealing LOL :) !!  Something else funny with this costume is when I was out with Kelly Divine one night we were at a bar and the host guy called me LADY TATA hahaha so now she always grabs my boobs and calls me Lady Tata LOL. I wasnt about to put on a dress full of meat so I decided to do this instead lol :) .

I hope you all had a great halloween im just getting ready and packing for NYC I will be online all night long till I leave and then all week long streaming LIVE on webcam from NJ :) . Make sure you all get your free screenname cause im giving away tons of goodies :) . Every one that gets a free screenname get submitted into my draw to win a FULL FUN PACKAGE :) that includes everything you ever wanted TAYLOR :) woot !

Here’s some Gaga fun for  you :) You mite love her You mite hate her but Its Taylor Gaga this halloween heheh :) Remember the full naked naughty uncensored set and vid will be available in my free fanclub tonight for all free fanclub members !



HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE !! You didnt think I was gonna let Halloween go by without me and my kick ass costume :) did you ? Its been a very rough couple of weeks for me and its been hard to pick myself up but things like Halloween excite me and make me happy because you just get to relax and have fun and forget about things for a while ! I hope you all partied it up this past weekend I went out with my gf to a Halloween party..there will be a post all about that dont u worry :) I WON BEST COSTUME ! … People loved me spanking them with my long staff… dont you guys go getting any ideas about where to stuff your staff cause im way way ahead of you. I had a herd of sheep around me all night LOL :) I hope your all envisioning some naughty ideas of me and my staff ;) hehe. It came in handy helping me lift my boobies when they felt so heavy lol they just keep growing ! The full set is available in my free fanclub :) all uncensored naughty pics :) just for you :) .

I loved this costume I totally felt the part… It was amazing !. I remember how much I loved Halloween as a kid it just brings out the kid in you. What were your favorite candies as a kid omg Im gonna list the top ten candies I loved getting in my trick or treat bag.

Speaking of treats.. im gonna be live online at my free fanclub and I have tons of Halloween treats for you so make sure you get your free screenname here and get in on the fun you dont wanna miss out ! Im celebrating Halloween all week :) like only I can :) woot woot ! Im LIVE and FREE in video right now so come join me :)


#1. Snickers
#2. Nerds
#3. Tootsie Rolls
#4. Life Savers
#5. M&Ms
#6. Reese’s
#7. Twizzlers
#8. Butterfinger
#9. Skittles
#10. Candy corn

Yumm im craving sweets right now.. come get some of my treats guys :) Im online now ! muah :)



Hey guys ! Happy thursday :) The weekend is almost here yaay ! I have been having a blast with you guys this week on webcam and I cant wait to play some more. Tonight is gonna be a funn night for all of you that grab your free screenname and join me cause im FREE in video right now and doing tons of wet tshirt and oil shows. I feel its boobie time dont you !!  When you get your free screenname make it a clever one and all of you get FREE GOODIE BAGS :) YUP YUP im feeling super giving today. Its been a rough week and I wanna let loose and have some amazing fun times with you all :)

I decided to do a post about quirks since we all have them lol.. im not perfect we all have some funny quirks lol :) . So i decided to do a short post about 10 quirks i have lol.

1. I cannot let my purse touch the floor.. ever.

2. When im doing my dishes even though I have a dishwasher I like to stack them and stack them till they are this big pile of clean dishes lol and it looks like they are gonna fall over LOL.

3. I fold my laundry a certain way I used to work in retail so all my clothes are organized by colour and my laundry is folded the exact way I would fold it when I was in retail. I am so picky in that regard.

4. I am a quote-a-holic they get me through each day. Every morning when I get up I write a new quote on my dry erase board and try to have it motivate me :)

5. I make lists…to do lists like crazy lol. Each one seperate for different things. And I get excited when I cross something off that list lol.

6. I am anal about football sundays… im a sportsbetting princess so noone can call me on sundays do NOT interrupt LOL. I print out all my parlays and all my bets and put hearts around my favourites and cross them off with a highlighter once they are won. LOL on sundays my coffee table looks like an office

7. I am like a vacum lol like i drink water a lot about 5 litres a day and if there are any water bottles around my house I have to drink every last drop and I cant start a bottle and not finish it within an hour LOL.  It goes back to my weight loss days I counted the amoutn of water i took in since it was integral to my weight loss.

8. All my shoes have to be in their original boxes and Ive take a pic of all the shoes I have printed them out and glued them to the boxes so I know exactly what shoes are what and their colour etc.

9. I am more of a shower girl then a bath girl, and if i have to take a bath or I do take a bubble bath I must shower after. I cant just have a bath lol.

10. I have to work out EVERY day there has to be at least an hour in my day when I work out even when im sick.

ok now thats enough of that get your asses in LIVE video with me !! IM FREE right now grab your screenname and hurry you dont want to miss out on tonights fun !!

Anyone that gets their free screenname before this saturday at midnight gets to pick a special themed one on one show with me ;) pvt !



Heyy guys… its TITTY TUESDAY YAAAAAY ! Its been a hell of a week lots of ups and downs but its been amazing being with you guys live at my free fanclub. You guys make every day easier :) Ty for your unending support.

I figured id post a formspring post since you guys love them so much. I also wanted to let you all know there is a lot of big and awesome things coming up sooooooo be sure to keep posted and to get your free screenname cause i am doing some seriously cool contests every single week that get you some amazing amazing goodies !! All just by getting your free screenname here :) .

Formspring time :)

1. Tell me, how is it that every year you get more gorgeous than the last? And how is it that even with all the stress you got on you right now, you still manage to just radiate sexiness?

First, thank you so much. Thats very sweet to say. I am a sexual being and I love being the person that I am the bouncy, positive, fun sexual person and even with all this stress I have all of you to thank for that actually. Because you dont treat me like a sick person and therefore I dont act like one all the time. I have my days. But thank you. If I didnt love it I wouldnt do it so I think thats why you always see me smiling :) .

2. Do you like kissing in public ?

Im definitely not a PDA person. Like little kisses and hugs and stuff I dont mind doing but im not really a lets show everyone how deep my tongue can get down your throat kind of girl LOL. At that point I would take it inside. I do love to kiss though its my favourite thing ever. I love little kisses that you steal in public only because they are so natural u cant help it if ure happy or excited you just wanna kiss them :) .

3. What is your principal weakness? and your greatest strength?

My principal weakness would be that I am too trusting, my greatest strength is my strength. I could elaborate but i wont.

4. Have you ever thought what your gonna do if you dont make it ?

Umm… lol well I try not to think that way but I probably wont make it. LOL.. I think that I have been doing all I can do to be better and get better. I think its out of my hands and I think that theres a path im supposed to be on and I will enjoy the ride. Im better in my life for this happening to me. Im so much better. I know a lot of people cant understand that but I am. So much joy has come into my life and my eyes are wide open. So if I dont make it its not for lack of trying. But im gonna fkn make it im way too stubborn. LOL

5. What would be a perfect day for you right now ?

Right now the perfect day would be a day without hospitals, with sunshine and absolutley zero stress and worry. A day where shaggy isnt sick and im not sick and me and my doggies are just laying in the sun.

and one more for icing on the cake :)

6. What do you have to say to your exes now ?

LOL, i dont want to curse for the next paragraph lol. Cue Chris brown “look at me now”. No, in all honesty the dynamics of a relationship are so complex. Noone is perfect. I wish all my exes the best and I hope they find happiness (even if they were a douchebag) lol kidding. We all gotta move on and find whats best for us in life. I got hurt real bad doesnt mean that I wont heal. We all will find our happiness.

Speaking of happiness. These boobies you find below are now live on cam bouncing so get your free screenname right now !! and come join me im live and free in video :) woot !

xoxo Tay

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This month is hugely important to me. Its breast cancer awarness month. We are all still fighting for the cure. There is an irony to this for me… while i dont suffer from breast cancer I do have lymphoma. Last year before I knew i had cancer I did a fight for the cure shoot for breast cancer, two months later I was diagnosed with cancer. Maybe it was intuition who knows but what I do know is that I have walked in the shoes of those affected and those hurt by this disease and we all need to pay attention and do what we can to help.

If i didnt have all of you amazing people in my corner through this experience I couldnt be smiling through it. You are all amazing and im having so much fun with you guys online every day. You keep me alive, you keep me sane and you keep me happy. :)

Last month was lymphoma month represented by a green ribbon this month lets bring the pink out and you all KNOW i love pink ! SO get your pink ribbons out and lets help find a cure ! Im showing my boobies for the cure !! Lets have some fun and fight and kick the shit out of it !

Here are some facts about breast cancer :

Breast cancer is a disease in which malignant (cancer) cells form in the tissues of the breast. It is considered a heterogeneous disease—differing by individual, age group, and even the kinds of cells within the tumors themselves. Obviously no woman wants to receive this diagnosis, but hearing the words “breast cancer” doesn’t always mean an end. It can be the beginning of learning how to fight, getting the facts, and finding hope.

Women in the United States get breast cancer more than any other type of cancer except for skin cancer. It is second only to lung cancer as a cause of cancer death in women.

Each year it is estimated that nearly 200,000 women will be diagnosed with breast cancer and more than 40,000 will die :( .

Its a sad fact but if we can pull together we can beat this we need to help everyone ! I love you guys so much Im online all day grab your free screenname and lets have some fun !!

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Hey guys !! Happy Monday !! I had an amazing birthday week ty all so much for all the cards gifts, flowers, love and support ! Its been amazing. I had a great bday and i loved being online bouncing with you guys :) You have made my brithday soo kick ass !! My best friend kidnapped me and took me out to a gun range for my bday which was soo fun cause boy did I ever need to let out my frustrations… and I have pretty good aim I killed this zombie bitch lol :) As you can tell in the photos. And of course we went out and had an amazing arabic dinner :) yummm and I sang with the singer it was just a great experience we sang a song in honour of my dad and i was a bit tipsy lol ok a lot tipsy but i still apparently got all the words right :) . I couldnt have asked for a better bday.. I also got secret suprise tickets to the patriots vs bills game this past sunday !  I was also on the Dean Blundell show and im so glad you all loved the video and that it all touched you very much. It meant so much to me to know that I was helping in any way :)

People asked what my birthday wishes were…. I got everything I wanted and more.

I would say I wish that I beat this cancer and come out stronger. I wish we all loved with an open heart and I wish that we all live each day like its our last. There is no time for petty crap.

I still consider it my bday week but im feeling giving sooooooooooo I am online live and free in video right now :) so grab your free screenname here and come join me not only do u get a free ty pacakge but u get special personal goodies heheheh :) Im feeling super bouncy the weekends here lets PLAY!!!

Me getting ready to shoot this zombie to her re-death

me holding big used to that ;) I know how to handle BIG guns :)

Me after I deaded the zombie and her little dog too :)

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Happy saturday guys !! Im pumped about the UFC fights tonight and then tomorrows football game make sure you look for me on tv im @ the 10 yard line first row woooooooooot !  Its a good weekend and good thing im still celebrating at my free fanclub with you guys :) make sure you get your free screenname for hourly goodies and tons of fun !! I give one hell of a show hahah :)

I know a lot of you have been waiting for me to answer some formspring questions since its been forever and you all know i love to share my life with you :) .. so some formspring on this saturday :) I hope your all enjoying the weekend :) . Im LIVE AND FREE IN VID RIGHT NOW :)


1. I just got to say I think ur amazing and tastful at what u do. Do u still live in T.O?

Yes, still in Toronto but I travel very frequently all over. Thank you for the compliment I’ve always been me :) I do things a certain way and I havent changed that for anyone ever :) .

2. I am one of your close friends… I think I am developing feelings for your ex-boyfriend… do you care if we hook up?

Short answer : Nope lol .Since you posted anonomously im going to say that if you knew my ex you probably wouldnt want to be with him but by all means go ahead, hes all yours :) . I think that a close friend would probably tell me to my face, thats what i would want..there is something written in girl code about that. But hes MY EX for a reason…hoook up and good luck with that one :) you’ll need it.

3. What depresses you the most about this horrible world…?

The world isnt horrible, horrible things happen. Its how we come out and how we survive them that matters. There is tons of beauty in the world we just have to be willing to see it. Of course I hate sickness, injustice, judgment, and all the bad things happening to amazing people. But if all of us just gave up on seeing the beauty in the world we would never get ahead. We all get depressed from time to time, hec I have cancer but everything happens for a reason, the world is beautiful embrace it.

4.What mafia movie would you like to be in?

Omg, lol I love mafia movies sooo much. I would have loved to actually be in the Sopranos, but as far as movies def goodfellas, casino, scarface, the departed, the godfather, the untouchables…sooo many lol :)

5.What kind of Asian food do you like?

I have always liked terriyaki but i recently tried sushi for the first time and omg I am addicted. I am not a fan of seafood but I will have shrimp and california rolls a good friend of mine even let me try EEL it was nuts.. I loved it  I love katsuya lol when im in LA i take everyone there and I just love it ! mmmm

6. I think your full of shit… having cancer and being this positive give me a break. I hope you die of it.

Ty… way to be careful this universe has a way of giving what you get. I feel bad for you I hope that you are never hated the way you hate people. Its hard to be positive when facing this and fighting for your life but Id rather do that then just give up. You do what you want in your life and I will do mine.

7. What three words would u use to describe yourself ?

Well, the tattoo on my back says destined, driven, determined that was after i lost my weight. But id have to say, strong, loyal and a hell of a fighter and a damn good woman ;)

8. If you could go back in time and change 3 things that would affect you later in life, what would those 3 things be?

I wouldnt change a thing. Look my life it was meant to be this way, if it was meant that I have cancer its for a reason. If i was meant to lose my father at a young age then it was for a reason. I am a very cultured strong woman. If i could bring my father back would I ? of course, but we all know thats not possible. Its about playing the hand your dealt the best way you can. Thats why im such a kick ass poker player right ! So no regrets..NONE.

9. Would you like my 12 inch inside of your vaginal area ?

Hang on let me think for a moment …. yup got it that would be a NO. LOL dude your an anonymous poster be more creative.

10. Do you drink or smoke?

I dont smoke never have, i tried it a few times when i was younger but it just wasnt me. I def drink socially i love my bacardi and diet coke. I dont drink any of those sugary drinks but every now and then an ice cold beer I LOVE. :)

11.  Right now…do u believe in love ? Do u want someone in your life ? Or are you too afraid of getting hurt ?

Im gonna leave it at a nice and simple NO.

12. Song of the moment ?

You all know music gets me through sooo much.. so its hard to choose, but Lil wayne….how to love and Rhianna California king bed

come now !! im online and free in video :)




Hey guys its been sooo busy since I have gotten back from LA that I havent even had a chance to catch up about it. La was great exxxotica was great I always have a great time meeting my fans and it was soo much fun hanging out with you guys :) . I love being around my girls and doing all our girly stuff hehe :) .

I also loved streaming live to you guys while i was there :) it was soo much fun u know i LOVE meeting my fans :) . I got to hang with the absolutley amazing and sweet RubberDoll, of course kick ass Sara Jay, the sweetest Karen Cougar  and the gorgeous Jenna Prestley… and so many more of the usual suspects.

Of course me and Shyla Stylez had our fun lol :) Shes such a handfull of laughs and good times i love her lol. My canadian girly :)

I was also doing some amazing shooting in LA for lots of biggggggg things to come :) So keep your eyes open :) heheh

Ty all for coming out to see me it means so much the next one is in New Jersey and I cant wait I love New Jersey so much.

Im free in video and ready to play so get your free screenname here and lets have some fun !!

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This post is just to remind us to cherish life. This was a sad day around the world. This is to honour all those who lost loved ones in the 9/11 attacks and those brave firemen, officers and citizens who gave their lives and everything they could to save lives. We all need to take a moment and hug and hold the people in our lives and show them how much we love them. I pray for the families and all those who lost their lives and loved ones in the 9/11 attacks. God bless America.

In honour of that some Red White and Blue Pics for you. Everyone should wear red white and blue today.

See you all online love you guys.